Why my wife thinks i am cheating on her

Since christmas last year the seeds of doubt have been sown in
In 4 years of marriage i have never woken up early morning on weekends and holidays
However in the last few weeks i have been waking up early and slipping away too


It all started in the wee hours of the morning on 26th december 2011 as i carefully slid away from her before sunrise.
She opened one eye and raised her eyebrow quizically asking the silent but angry 2 w question WHAT/WHERE

The distance between the eye and eyebrow was as usual indicative of her anger

I timidly told ... Sleep Sleep Sleep ... I will just be back
She peacefully went to sleep

Of course i was not back for another 6 hrs ...
This continued for few days and then stopped for a while only to resume every alternate week

Little did my wife know that my long term pre-marriage affair is keeping me away
How would i explain this to her ?
Will she accept this and more importantly will she forgive me

Ignoring all these uncomofortable thoughhts i continued my escapades
My wife also stopped askin me any questions
I was aloof and irritable during daytime ....
My nightouts made me sleepy during the day


however the passion for whom i was escaping also did not have the same fire as it used to have before ....
My meetings with my secret affair were shorter and did not have even glimpses of the past highs
We have been through tough times before also but somehow this time it is different

It seems like that this affair is about to end

However for old times sake i will still keep a date one last time


Little does my wife know that on 24th January i will be keeping my date with my 25 year old affair
I know that the relationship with my ex is over and i will be back to my wife in entirety

But still hope is there that there may be a final spark left in the Indian team ....
Go Team India !!!